Pretentious Ramblings

 14th June 2021. Dear S, how have you been? I have been thinking about you a lot. It might be weird, but I feel like I am breathing in the same patterns as you are. Not that I remember what you breathed like. I must seem like a fool to you. It has been so long since I saw you. I have been pretending that you are here with me. It has been so long since I heard from you. Are you even reading my letters? I remember when you could plush thoughts from my brain, now you seem like a stranger. Albeit a beautiful one. Where have you gone?  It has been so long since I saw your smile. I want to see you shine through again.  15th June 2021 Dear S, it rained today. I remember you used to love the rain. It is weird how even the littlest of the most mundane occurrences remind me of you. I remember how much happiness your heart was filled with when you used to dance in the rain. I want to feel happy when I see the sky pour its heart out, but all I see is gloom and grey. I know the sky bl...